Friday, October 12, 2007

我很不开心。。。

我很不开心。。。

我想回家。。。

而且不是第一次有这种感觉了。

很多次打电话回家时想告诉爸妈我不想读了,不单单是因为读书辛苦,而是因为在这里太寂寞了。

但是如果我真的这么说,他们一定会叫我回来吧?

而我又不想就这样放弃了,所以我还是留下来了。

说了等于白说,所以不说好了。


但是我真的很不开心!

我该不该等考完试就立刻回家,而不去参加毕业典礼?

我想留下来,但另外一个我又想回家算了。

思颖告诉我既然我在这里很不开心, 那就回来好了。

我的亲爱的女朋友们,而你们的想法呢?


虽然说在家靠家人,出门靠朋友, 但是我真的在这里有朋友吗?

我的烦恼真有人和我分担吗?

真的有人愿意听吗?

真的有人会真心的听与给我建议吗?

基本上没有吧?

我只能把全部吞进肚子里。

有时不是因为我没有把我的烦恼说出来,而是每当我说到一半又被别人打断。

而这是一个不断发生的事情,所以慢慢的我变得不想把我的心事说出来了。

因为没有人想或要听。

他们的想法有可能是:“你的烦恼关我屁事啊?”

拜托下一次当我想说话时,请让我把话说完。

以现在来说,能把话说完对我而言是一种奢侈。

有时我觉得我很虚伪有时我的快乐是装出来的有时我很累,但又要装出很有兴趣听。

难道我不能和他们担承相见吗?

而如果我说话太直,又会被朋友说我没有考虑过他们的感受。

那我的感受呢?

有谁在乎过啊?

但是如果说这里的朋友不好也是错的,因为在这里有些人对我真得很好。

可是没有一个能称得上是知己。

相对的,我也可能不是一个称职的朋友吧?

难道我对待朋友不够诚恳?

有可能当我们回到新加坡,我就会被遗忘了。

而我们有可能在街上碰面时,只会说hi, bye

因为这样而让我觉得有一位好朋友和知己是一种值得珍惜的事。

所以我很珍惜在新加坡的你们,因为你们会给我诚恳的建议。

但我做错事时, 你们也毫不犹豫的骂我改正我。

不论我的决定是么,你们还是会支持我。

可是也请你们让我把话说完,尤其是巧娟。

我会很感激你们的!

谢谢!


做人真的好累!

我觉得我真的好空虚。

如果要衡量人一身的成就感,我应该是属于零蛋吧!

朋友又没有几个,男朋友也没有,工作也没有,更别说钱了,宽且我还欠了一屁股债。

我只能告诉我自己至少我还有我的父母。

这是唯一最庆幸的!

因为我是他们的女儿,所以他们这辈子也摔不掉我了!=D

虽然他们不能在金钱上给我很多帮助,但是他们所给我的爱是大如宇宙的。

我很想念他们。

因为分离,而让我更珍惜我的父母。


今年的生日是我由生以来最难过的。

因为我的家人和朋友不在我的身边。

*叹气*

现在的我只能骗我自己很快就能回家了。。。

可是还有三个月啊!

期待回家是我从来没有这么渴望过的。


我该吗写一大堆让我哭和伤心的字句?

T_T

真的是自我犯奸。


**如果以上有任何一些话让你读了不开心,那就不要读咯!请离开。**

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

I'm back from Tasmania!

I'm back from Tasmania!



have lots of things to do...

tidy up my room again....

saw some ants...wonder where they come from...

shall track down the source.

wash my clothes over the weekend.

finish up the sydney and tasmania itinerary posts.

check my results on friday. (cross my fingers)

glad to be back to melbourne...

after all, i still prefer melbourne to tasmania that 鸟不生蛋的地方.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Sydney itinerary

1st Day in Sydney:-

1100 - Reach Sydney Domestic Airport and collect lugguage.

went to the train station in the airport to buy Green 7 Day weekly ticket for AU$41 (allows you to take the all the ferries, train and buses except monorail and jetcats) and it covers only the green and red zones. quite worth the price cause it allows us to hop on the ferries which cost aboutAU$6 per ride and we took the ferries like nobody's biz. hop on and off. =)

if you are staying near the central railway station, it will be better if you buy the train tickets to the central station for both ways as it will be cheaper but me and kerxin chose KST airport shuttle cause our hotel is not right in front of the railway station and we have to walk so in the end we took that and paid AU$20 for both ways and it send us right to the hotel doorstep.

We stayed at Sydney Central on Wentworth Budget Hotel. the room wasnt that bad just that there isn't any heater so it's kinda cold but they gave us extra blanket. their service is good too.

we paid AU$70 per night for a 2 bed room which is $2 more that those backpackers which you will have to share a 4 bed room. so that's why we didn't move even though there isn't any heater cause can have our own privacy.

Sydney Central on Wentworth

75 Wentworth Ave
Sydney NSW 2000
Australia
Telephone: +61 (0) 2 9212-1005

once we settle down, we went to Spice I am for lunch! Ronny recommend that as it's nice and alot of people recommend it. moreover it's right opposite our hotel!

The food is cheaper during the lunch hours, cost us $10.90 each for our own lunch. During dinner hours, it's $14.90-$17.90 and pls do make a reservation or go early if you wanna have dinner. it's right opposite to our hotel at wentworth ave so we always saw that it's packed.

I had Crispy pork belly while Kerxin had Pak Thai King with chicken.

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after that we went to Bondi Junction to shop before heading to Hurricane at Bondi Beach for dinner.

Dinner at Bondi Beach was great! we ordered garlic bread and full rack ribs!

the garlic bread is soft, hot and nice! while the ribs was really very juicy, tender and sweet! it's the best ribs i ever had! the garlic bread cost $4.50 and the ribs $30. but they give free brown bread which we didn't know that it doesn't include garlic bread. remember only brown bread hor!

we were really full after taking half a rack of the ribs....kinda regretted on taking the full rack but we managed to finish it though...pls take the half rack if 2 girls are sharing! half rack cost $24.

and do remember to call to make a reservation first before you head down as their place is always full on weekends. we went on a thursday and still have trouble getting the timeslot we want. they offered us 6:30pm for the dinner and to leave by 8pm...in the end, we still took the timeslot as it's better than nothing and it was totally worth the trip!

after we left, we still see alot of people waiting outside to get a seat inside to eat...so you see how great it is! their ribs is a MUST TRY!

we took 380 from Bondi Junction Interchange to reach to that place. if you don't know how to get there, ask the driver on how to get to the Bondi Beach.

Hurricane
130 Roscoe St (Near Campbell Pde)
Bondi Beach
02-9130 7101


2nd Day in Sydney: -


Woke up early to head to Hyde Park then Sydney Aquarium as kerxin wanted to go.

There's a fountain in Hyde park that was very nice and roman style and along the way you will see the Anzac Memorial as well as the St Mary Cathedral, Museum...so it's a very long walk for us!

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I like their park! very nice walk down if you are there with your SO.

on the previous night, we booked the sydney aquarium tickets online...

they offered a 10% discount if you booked the tickets online using a credit card.

students pay $17.10 only and pls bring your student card along.

there wasn't anything special just that some of the fishes were different from those we see in the underwater world.

after that we took the ferry from sydney aquarium to McMasons point to see the Sydney Opera House under the Sydney Harbour Bridge!

pretty!

the hotel duty manager told us that we can actually walk from the McMasons point to Millsons point but we didn't cause it's bloody far can!

so we waited for the next ferry (30 mins later) and get to Millsons point to take the walk from one end of the sydney harbour bridge to the other end.

remember to take the walkway from your left cause i heard if you took the wrong walkway...you will have to head back and take the correct walkway again irregardless on where you are (halfway through or not).

and do take the walk before 5pm as the duty manager told us that it's closed after 5pm so we took the walk around 4pm and managed to see the sunset as well!

Once we completed our walk, we navigate our way to find Pancake on the rocks for dinner.

the food ain't that bad...just that we ordered pancakes while there are others to choose from as well....

we should have taken Casear Salad...Pancake on the rocks is 24 hours open so you can go as and when as you like.

just that it's abit hard to find.

and do make a reservation as well if you are going at a later time...we had dinner at around 5+pm so we didn't call for reservation.

Pancake on the rocks
4 Hickson Road
The Rocks
NSW 2000
02-9247 6371

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3rd Day in Sydney:

Today's the day to Blue Mountain!

the weather was great with sunny skies! moreover there's a magic winter festival up there so we decided to head down on saturday and miss out the padington's market.

i was telling kerxin that the market is always there all year round but the festival is only once a year so we chose to go to the festival instead.

we bought the Cityrail tickets for both ways with the Hop on and off explorer bus tickets for AU$42.20+.

you can get it in the central railway station and the journey for each way is 2 hours so better check the timetable for the train on the previous day before you head out.

In the train on the way to Blue Mountain
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and do bring some food along cause we want to save money so we brought muffins and biscuits along.

at some places you will not see any place selling food so the best thing is to bring some yourself.

we reach Katoomba at around 945am and went to register with the counter (once you exit from the station, turn right and the counter/center is right in front, next to a coffee shop) to change your hop on and off tickets to a tourist guide book that is also your ticket.

pls do get the cityrail tickets together cause the hop on and off tickets will cost AU$26 if you buy them together. if you buy it once you reach Katoomba, then it will cost AU$32.

we walked around the Magic Winter Festival before heading off to the blue mountains.

The Magic Winter Festival is really very fun!

you will see alot of people dressing up as pirates, witches and a whole lot.

I bought a unicorn necklace there for AU$10. quite special so bought it though ex.

we didn't manage to cover all the festival booths as we still wanna take the walk down the blue mountain.

when you see the photos, you will know why we didn't have time to cover all the booths cause it's a long stretch all the way down!

the only regret is that we didn't get to see the festival parade.

but we managed to get a short peek on the rehersal in one of the hotels.


Blue Mountain Magic Winter Festival
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we took the scenic rides that cost AU$25 for a cableway, railway and skyway ride.

we took the skyway first to get to the other side of the mountains then the railway which is very fast down (very fun!) followed by a walk around the forest to get to the cableway to get back to the same point.

Blue Mountain Scenic Rides
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but when we are done with everything, we realised that the bus drivers are on lunch breaks so there isn't any bus to our next destination.

therefore we walk lor...we didn't expect that walk to be that long...haha...

long but worth it and tired as well....

kinda reminds me of climbing Mt Kinabalu.

the shoes we wore weren't even fit for taking the bushwalk.

but then we still made it...

the ladies that gave us direction told us that we will take 45 minutes to reach to the 3 sisters but we took close to 1hr 15 minutes!

haha....

don't know if it's because we keep stopping in between to take pics or because it's kinda hard to walk with our shoes?

not to mention the pavement isn't really that nice to walk with all the puddles of water, soil and mud.

again...for the sake of the scenery, it was all worth it.

we kept saying this when we are in sydney.

translated from chinese: since we are here already, might as well try/go.

=)

that was what kept us going until the very last day that out legs are broken with muscle aches and veins all coming out.

haha...

the bushwalk
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

I need to fall in love....


I need to fall in love....
















with studying!

in order for me to carry on with this kind of life...


ello....I not desperate for love hor.


How to get L.O.V.E for notes that you rarely know or even worst, they don't know you?

HOW?

=x

Conclusion: I need passion and love for studying!



I'm going mad soon with memorising all the facts and yet nothing seem to be inside the brain.

brain kinda hollow and yet full.

not to mention i'm not even half-way through the 60 lectures.

*bleah*



P/S: Mei says better not have passion for studying...very chiam. WHY?

aku tata wu. (spelling?)

-_-'''

Monday, June 4, 2007

1 down, 2 more to go.

So immuno prac exam was completed earlier on....

with me not understanding most of the paper and me writing whatever shit that comes into mind but then again things that doesn't make sense.

30mins per question isnt enough for me to digest the problem, understand it and then design a experiment for it along with all the controls and reagents to use as well as what my results should be like.

argh.

sound tough to me.

if it's not to u, congrats.

come to immuno field instead.

or if you are already in immuno field, pls let me kotow to u, shifu.




and the aftermath of this whole paper is headache, headaches and more HEADACHES!

i think my migraine is coming back.

it's been super long ever since my last migraine attack.

and now...sigh...feel so dumb.

i don't feel good.

with this 50% paper being so tough, i cannot imaging what the other 2 80% papers will be.

i don't even dare to think about it.

well...*ahem* i thinking of it now actually.

shit.




to pamper myself, i went to safeway and bought 200g of sliced smoked salmon for A$6.98...

cheaper than usual pre-packed ones.

before i knew it, i have left 1/4 pack.

the rest in tummy and tummy is getting flabby (another aftermath of exams which will not go away unlike headaches).

shit.

i need to get more for sandwiches.

and i'm glad that they have special for it cause i have been craving for it since last week.

i had it with wasabi mayo.

what's wrong with not eating chilli but like wasabi?

eh?...




ok...time to shower and eat dinner...

dinner is Chicken rice and chicken soup!

auntie make soup for us to give us 'tonic'!

chicken soup for the brain.

i really need it.

shall continue studying later at night or maybe sleep early and wake up early (yeah rite...-_-''') and study.

Saturday, June 2, 2007

'ro-man-tic'

Mei,

*ahem*


since when does warm and thick becomes 'ro-man-tic'?



haha....

=D

Thursday, May 31, 2007

EXAMS ARE HERE!

I have grown F.A.T.

all because of mei lah!

stop feeding me chips.

still can say i become FAT and then continuing feeding me chips.



argh...

not going to open my room door for you again!

*humph*


and i need to curb the cravings for ice-cream and M&Ms (my fav since poly days. i always have a pack inside my bag).

shit...


pls let this exam period be gone soon and i shall find means and ways to slim down.

say...doing housework and climbing mountains in my getaways later?

haha...

exams period are so stressful that pimples are popping out like nobody's business...

BUT my biz....

cause it's bloody fugly.

yucks.



P/S: AK, i've been good lately so blogging for a while only ya! hee...i will keep in mind what you said: S.T.U.D.Y.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

I got a special luck donation from Rach today!

WOW.

it's been ages i seen her...

ok not ages...it's like a few months since last dec.

and she msn me wishing me luck!

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yeah.

I likey...

thanks alot babe!

more luck donations please....

=)

People, please be generous.

ok?

give me heaps and heaps of luck!

=D

Tomorrow is the Last Day of Uni Semester 1!

Tomorrow is the last day of school for Semester 1.

It's kinda fast...

it seems like yesterday that i have just reached Melbourne and now...

wow.

Semester 1 is over soon.

which is tomorrow.

Kinda relieved that Uni is ending soon and maybe before i know it, i will be home soon.

BUT THEN...

Before all those 'going-home' thing ever get realised...

I have to suffer and burn in hell first by studying for my exams.

SHIT.

whoever suggested having exams must be a psycho that likes to torture students.

argh.

Hate it inside out.

I have yet to study for a module: Microbial Cells and genomes at all.

Don't know what to study for.

yes....i'm procrastinating.

sigh.

anyone there to slap me and tell me it's time to work hard?

worst of all, i have to submit my report by tomorrow,3pm if i wish to get it back by monday to study for immuno prac exam.

again...the data is still not up online.

so how the hell am i going to do it?

visualised and create the data out of nowhere?

talk about efficiency, ya?!

HA.

Monday, May 21, 2007

Time to get studying!

I really need to switch off my lappie and chuck it aside...

totally forget about its existence and get some studying done.

I managed to keep away from it today until mei said that she wants to print some notes...

then i switch it on and received alot of msn msgs.

i start to reply them after mei is done with the printing....

bloody hell...


kick off the study mode and on the blogging mode.

shit.

I should stop blogging for the time being and forget that it even exist.

blogging? where? here?

nope.

the other blog.

=D

exclusive gossips for my 姐妹...

=P

AK's not in the list of 姐妹 even though he reads the blog once in a while.

haha...

=)





an argument happened today and i'm pretty upset over it.

so upset that ronny thought that i was angry with him, disturbing me.

=P

I didn't mean it.

oops... =X

but after talking to mei, i feel much better.


much better but definitely NOT better.


Let's hope so the outing on tuesday will make me feel better.

(-_-)


Sunday, May 20, 2007

SHE - 老婆

my '老公' dedicate this song to me.

Hurray to our love!


SHE - 老婆

从昨天 到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边
爱的心 痛的心
等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心
当初见面的不安彼此探索
也许有点茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人
比你们更懂我
朋友 姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容
老婆 老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

从昨天 到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边
爱的心 痛的心
等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心
当初见面的不安彼此探索
也许有点茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人
比你们更懂我
朋友 姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容
老婆 老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久
lalalala ~~
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人
比你们更懂我
朋友 姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容
老婆 老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久
请记得约定的旅程到永久


but i still want $$$, not a song!

$_$

haha...

=P

Friday, May 18, 2007

BORED.

BORED.


rushing report and assignment now.

BUT i feel lonely in my room.

need noises.

noise that are pleasant to my ears...



such as the quarrels of my sisters.

the existence of my bro beside me when i'm using my lappie.

my mum nagging at us.

dad whistling when he reach home and me rushing to open the door for him....

like a dog.

haha...

these are the simple things in life that make me happy.

=)

well...that's life.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

FORGETFUL = OLD?

argh!

feel so dumb...

simple things also can't get it done!

i was supposed to recharged my optus pre-paid card yesterday so that i can bring over my remaining $15.62 of credits!

BUT I FORGOT!

shit...

and now it's all gone...

dumbo.

feel like slapping myself.

sigh....

why am i so forgetful?

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Happy Father's Day on Mother's day?

on sunday 13th May 2007, i called my younger sis first to check if she had passed my mother’s day card to mum...then dad is with her...and they are in Chinatown buying desserts....

Sis: dad, I wan sesame paste.

Me: (overheard the conversation) I want peanut paste!

Sis: dad, I want to change to peanut paste instead.

Me: hey! It’s for me lor

Sis: but you not around so I help you to eat lah

Me: -_-'' bleah.


then i asked sis to pass the phone to dad and talked to him.

Me: Daddy, I want peanut paste! ask the uncle got vacuum packed one or not...mail to me! (I know don't have but purposely ask)

Dad: ok...wait...

(daddy asking shop-owner...haha...entertain me sia...)

Dad: Uncle say don't have eh.

Me: I want to eat...i also want hokkien mee...

Dad: ok, ok...wait for you to come back and i will bring you to eat whatever you want.

Me: yeah! 你说的!

(I'm almost tearing...i love how my dad dotes on us...giving in to our requests)



It's supposed to be mother's day.

instead i almost teared when talking to my dad rather than my mum...


what's wrong with me ah?

Thai Restaurant in Melb - Oriental Spirit

I just came back from dinner with my housemates!

all 7 of us!

haha...

short of 3 though...1 of them has to work OT and the other 2...we are not inviting them.

yes, outcasting them is shiok cause 1 is bloody irritating and the other anti-social.

well....this is like a farewell dinner for Titien and birthday dinner for Jason.

we had Thai food at Richmond.

quite nice...not to spicy and yet taste good.

ronny recommend us there and he said in his opinion, it's the best one around melbourne.

we had alot of different food but i didn't take any pics cause we are all busy tucking in!

the dessert is nice! black sticky rice with coconut and condense milk. yummy!

all the food was ordered by ronny. so i don't really remember the names.

but but i have the name card and we can go and eat if any of you come and look for me.

=D *hint hint*

the place is called Oriental Spirit. 52-54 Victoria Street Richmond 3121.
Tel: (03) 9428 4778
Opening hours: 12pm - 11pm

the food cost us each $17.50 but it's once in a while, so it ain't that bad.

me, rita and titien
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the 7 of us with rita!
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room 10, 2, 3 and 1 =P
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me and Titien!
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the only food pic i took. pandan chicken. taste like satay chicken though
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the sighboard for the toilet
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how the restaurant looks like from my seat.
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Public Blog!

I have a private blog but decided to do a public blog now...

haha...on special request from eve cause she wants to read my blog but i don't wanna let her read all my entires in my private blog so tadah! public blog!

happy?

abit bo liao.

haha....

=)

Enjoy. read it without letting the msg get process in your brain.

it's meant for me to grumble and rant about life.

not for you to comment much.

dah. -_-''

so shut up if you don't like it.

see the top right hand corner of your screen with a 'X'?

click on it if you don't like what you see.

you don't have to suffer for the sake of ME!

=)